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Every moment when TN "beast" strikes
I have my face drowned in the sea of sparks...
They're neither fascinating nor nice...
They are the Sparks of PAIN,
hopelessness and despair.
Even if they look innocent at first sight, they bring up all the evil,in fact, They fire the
alarm lights in my mind being of no use in my real dark...
There are also the sparks of fear
not very likely to disappear,
electric power lies within them.
To tell the truth: It's living HELL!
Recognizable to some of us,
invisible to others' eyes,
unwanted guests
making the mess,
almost abstract symbols
of the doctors' incompetence!!
An ugly look-that's what I give them,
They sneer at me and spoil my day.
-Do I deserve for such a destiny?-
They blink at me with irony...
...I'd like to have my life again,
I mean the one deprived of pain!
But during every sleepless time
in which the TN strikes
and let me see the ugly SPARKS,
All what I want is to say good-bye...
Good-bye to my life...
...The sparks of Pain!
Today I dare
beg you once again:
-Live me alone! Get far away
from my nights and days...
beyond my time, memory and space.
Whenever I feel being
at the end of my rope
on a long journey so-called existence
I look forward to the Cape of Good Hope
hidden somewhere between heaven and earth...
In every place under the sun
you can find some die-hards
who daily fight against cruel winds
and gloomy clouds
in order to happily reach out for land.
On the way to an unknown shore
in a race of humankind to eternity
some leave their prints wet
through tears,sweat and blood.
...You may be easy on that score...
Though in fright,
they keep on going ahead
with their hope,courage and faith,
and even if now they build on sand,
they believe the day is to come
when the bells of joy ring in hearts
and that is not too late....
I wish YOU looked around
with great care
and perceived the little sparks of pain
that altogether burst
into flaming waves of endless chain
of streams floating
from every side of the Universe...
...Is there anybody to blame?
No easy answer...I'm afraid......
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